who the fuck does laundry at 3:30am. just cause you have class at 5:00pm the next day doesn't mean the other two roommates does also. stupid bitch, i freaken rolled around for that 30 mins of rumbling. wanted to go out and slap the shit out of her. selfish dirty shithead...

wow i sleep later than my roommates now. yet i still wake up earlier than them. stupid benny told me to wake up him up tomorrow. he's been missing class cause he never wakes up to his alarm clock. i could even hear it from my room... they don't clean. they don't take out the trash. during the weekend i went home, because i was rushing, trash was left in the kitchen and both of them went home later too. then the whole dining room and kitchen smelled like the dumpster when we went back... and they don't wash their own dishes. and when we're out of dishes, they only wash the ones they need to use. i usually wash all of them. now i just wash the ones i use. the kitchen and dining room is now a mess. i'm tired of being their daddy. lazy fobs...

worst school grades ever. i've never tried failing all of midterms for each of my classes at the same time. writing class 53.5/100. biology 82.5/141. biochem 48.5/100. what the hell... this is breaking my heart and soon to my parents

Jimmy Huang 12:39 am
now you sign on
where you been
Kevin Tan 12:39 am
fuck
with this girl

i want to get my ears pierced.. what to do? what to do? i don't think it looks good on me though.. what if my parents find out.. i won't wear earrings around them until they bust me out of course, but i'm hardly home, how would they find out.. hah

seriously need to meet more people.. being here alone every weekend is not gonna cut it. heading to the 5th week of school, and i have yet met anyone like you guys or someone who can be a good friend.

have a feeling i will fail every course this quarter. everyone seem so intelligent in my classes. even though i study so much, i wont be able to memorize everything. im just not at their level, maybe i don't belong to this college. i'm not as smart as everyone what thinks.. i don't want to drop out, it'd be the biggest disappointment to my parents, i'd rather shoot myself. i better crank it up a notch and work extra hard, cause the first 2 weeks, i didn't organize my time well enough for each class. man this is sad... homesick, and not doing well in school