ever regret what you just ate? it doesn't happen to me very often and i don't remember the last time i regret putting something in my mouth. but i just did. i bought a #1 whopper value meal from burger king. i super regret it. now i gotta so much more pull ups to compensate it. but i don't have the freaken time, sigh, midterm friday and midterm next monday...

i meant lap pulldowns and chest press machines

totally GTL'd yesterday with the MVP.
Gamed, Tug'o war, Liquor with McDonalds, Vodka, and Procrastination.. till 6:30am. only 3-4 hours of sleep, shitload of hw. 1 essay 2 midterms next week.. what to do!

am i getting more involved now? you guys know how i normally don't cuss and i get annoyed when someone says it a lot around me. once in a while is fine. but my roomies and their friends, now my friends always say 'diu nay', 'pok guy', 'diu nay lo may', lun' this and 'lun' that after every sentence they say. i sometimes throw in a few of those when i have a convo with them so i feel like i'm part of them. i feel immature and strange when i say it. iono if i'll be a rude bastard when i get back, cussing all the time. hopefully not cause that's just not me. sigh..

oh god i think my biochem prof has as bad as an accent at kevin's econ teacher.. he's saying POLAR as PAULA.. PAULA GOVELENT BOND. ??? polar covalent bond.. he says water like WARLENT thats no where near the correct pronunciation of the word. why am i here suffering. stupid upper division course...

damn these college textbooks are murdering me. i think about $500 on textbooks. so far first day of classes is pretty good. that's cause i don't feel the load yet. but it's gonna get tough. my biochem professor has the worst accent, its upper division, so i can't drop him. he's the only professor teaching it.. i've decided to keep my econ1 class probably because it seems pretty interesting and it include lots of critical thinking skills and math skills. i regret not taking it at skyline though, and biology too. bio and econ are lower division courses so lots of freshmen are in them. they look so young and innocent. it's their first year, but my fourth. makes me feel so old...

benny lives at irvine. fabienne lives at santa monica/LA. so that means they can go back home whenever they want to. so jealous. and when both of them leave the same weekend, i'm here all alone. this weekend is one of them... status: depressing =[

finally all settled down. so my roommates are called benny, and fabienne. my mom was super happy to find out that fab will be making a lot of soup. they seem really chilled and laid back. we'll be getting a dinner table for the dining room. we'll probably be cooking/sharing it together. it's like i'm not only coming here for school. i earned myself 2 new/good friends. but you guys and my family are my priority, always.

i'm really glad i chose to live off campus. last night when i helped another friend go shop and drop off some stuff at his on-campus apartment, his place was horrible. he pays like 1.1k at least a month. the good part is he gets to meet way more people than me. the bad part is the room is small and its a double. there's really no privacy there. and it's loud, he said he couldn't sleep at night cause his roommates were not sleeping yet. like my mom said, i'm living on heaven. his place is like hell.

tears

i don't remember exactly when i cried last time. it was too long ago. i get teared up pretty easily. if i see someone i'm close with cry, i teared up. if i get yelled at harshly by my parents, i teared up. if my parents/someone hit me, i teared up. but these few years you guys make my life so happy, there's nothing really emo for me to cry about. but after i packed everything today, and saw the emptiness of my room, a tear broke out and i sobbed for a few seconds. i'm a really strong person, so i wiped it off so my parents couldn't see it otherwise it'd be a disaster. i do remember stupid eric lam always bullying me, and punch me, and i cried like once or twice in elementary school. how ironic that he is one of my best friends right now. i love him though. i love you guys too and will miss you guys. goodnight

had one of the best nights at holy cow. very succsexual and succexful. however you spell it, miss xiao wu. although some of you didn't make it and some had to leave early. It was understandable, we know school is very important. we'll have more fun when break comes around. i've decided to pack asap this morning, so i can make it to ron's board game day. hope most of you can make it as well. i will miss you guys very much.

wtf is with all these creepers following my blog and reading it. how do you delete them from following me. maybe i should make it private as well. freaken stalker status.