dr4g0nfunattic07 4:34 pm

dude i need to go black frida shopping fo sho k

im getting 6k from mom today

typical filipino =D

Jimmy Huang 1:22 am
ha
fast shower
Kevin Tan 1:22 am
i told you

hahaha

last time i was doing something else

hahaha
Kevin Tan 1:22 am
like, take a number 2 or shave off some pubic hair

either way

i did something else

Kevin Tan 1:23 am
now you're going to have to guess

lol

who the fuck does laundry at 3:30am. just cause you have class at 5:00pm the next day doesn't mean the other two roommates does also. stupid bitch, i freaken rolled around for that 30 mins of rumbling. wanted to go out and slap the shit out of her. selfish dirty shithead...

wow i sleep later than my roommates now. yet i still wake up earlier than them. stupid benny told me to wake up him up tomorrow. he's been missing class cause he never wakes up to his alarm clock. i could even hear it from my room... they don't clean. they don't take out the trash. during the weekend i went home, because i was rushing, trash was left in the kitchen and both of them went home later too. then the whole dining room and kitchen smelled like the dumpster when we went back... and they don't wash their own dishes. and when we're out of dishes, they only wash the ones they need to use. i usually wash all of them. now i just wash the ones i use. the kitchen and dining room is now a mess. i'm tired of being their daddy. lazy fobs...

worst school grades ever. i've never tried failing all of midterms for each of my classes at the same time. writing class 53.5/100. biology 82.5/141. biochem 48.5/100. what the hell... this is breaking my heart and soon to my parents

Jimmy Huang 12:39 am
now you sign on
where you been
Kevin Tan 12:39 am
fuck
with this girl

i want to get my ears pierced.. what to do? what to do? i don't think it looks good on me though.. what if my parents find out.. i won't wear earrings around them until they bust me out of course, but i'm hardly home, how would they find out.. hah

seriously need to meet more people.. being here alone every weekend is not gonna cut it. heading to the 5th week of school, and i have yet met anyone like you guys or someone who can be a good friend.

have a feeling i will fail every course this quarter. everyone seem so intelligent in my classes. even though i study so much, i wont be able to memorize everything. im just not at their level, maybe i don't belong to this college. i'm not as smart as everyone what thinks.. i don't want to drop out, it'd be the biggest disappointment to my parents, i'd rather shoot myself. i better crank it up a notch and work extra hard, cause the first 2 weeks, i didn't organize my time well enough for each class. man this is sad... homesick, and not doing well in school

ever regret what you just ate? it doesn't happen to me very often and i don't remember the last time i regret putting something in my mouth. but i just did. i bought a #1 whopper value meal from burger king. i super regret it. now i gotta so much more pull ups to compensate it. but i don't have the freaken time, sigh, midterm friday and midterm next monday...

i meant lap pulldowns and chest press machines

totally GTL'd yesterday with the MVP.
Gamed, Tug'o war, Liquor with McDonalds, Vodka, and Procrastination.. till 6:30am. only 3-4 hours of sleep, shitload of hw. 1 essay 2 midterms next week.. what to do!

am i getting more involved now? you guys know how i normally don't cuss and i get annoyed when someone says it a lot around me. once in a while is fine. but my roomies and their friends, now my friends always say 'diu nay', 'pok guy', 'diu nay lo may', lun' this and 'lun' that after every sentence they say. i sometimes throw in a few of those when i have a convo with them so i feel like i'm part of them. i feel immature and strange when i say it. iono if i'll be a rude bastard when i get back, cussing all the time. hopefully not cause that's just not me. sigh..

oh god i think my biochem prof has as bad as an accent at kevin's econ teacher.. he's saying POLAR as PAULA.. PAULA GOVELENT BOND. ??? polar covalent bond.. he says water like WARLENT thats no where near the correct pronunciation of the word. why am i here suffering. stupid upper division course...

damn these college textbooks are murdering me. i think about $500 on textbooks. so far first day of classes is pretty good. that's cause i don't feel the load yet. but it's gonna get tough. my biochem professor has the worst accent, its upper division, so i can't drop him. he's the only professor teaching it.. i've decided to keep my econ1 class probably because it seems pretty interesting and it include lots of critical thinking skills and math skills. i regret not taking it at skyline though, and biology too. bio and econ are lower division courses so lots of freshmen are in them. they look so young and innocent. it's their first year, but my fourth. makes me feel so old...

benny lives at irvine. fabienne lives at santa monica/LA. so that means they can go back home whenever they want to. so jealous. and when both of them leave the same weekend, i'm here all alone. this weekend is one of them... status: depressing =[

finally all settled down. so my roommates are called benny, and fabienne. my mom was super happy to find out that fab will be making a lot of soup. they seem really chilled and laid back. we'll be getting a dinner table for the dining room. we'll probably be cooking/sharing it together. it's like i'm not only coming here for school. i earned myself 2 new/good friends. but you guys and my family are my priority, always.

i'm really glad i chose to live off campus. last night when i helped another friend go shop and drop off some stuff at his on-campus apartment, his place was horrible. he pays like 1.1k at least a month. the good part is he gets to meet way more people than me. the bad part is the room is small and its a double. there's really no privacy there. and it's loud, he said he couldn't sleep at night cause his roommates were not sleeping yet. like my mom said, i'm living on heaven. his place is like hell.

tears

i don't remember exactly when i cried last time. it was too long ago. i get teared up pretty easily. if i see someone i'm close with cry, i teared up. if i get yelled at harshly by my parents, i teared up. if my parents/someone hit me, i teared up. but these few years you guys make my life so happy, there's nothing really emo for me to cry about. but after i packed everything today, and saw the emptiness of my room, a tear broke out and i sobbed for a few seconds. i'm a really strong person, so i wiped it off so my parents couldn't see it otherwise it'd be a disaster. i do remember stupid eric lam always bullying me, and punch me, and i cried like once or twice in elementary school. how ironic that he is one of my best friends right now. i love him though. i love you guys too and will miss you guys. goodnight

had one of the best nights at holy cow. very succsexual and succexful. however you spell it, miss xiao wu. although some of you didn't make it and some had to leave early. It was understandable, we know school is very important. we'll have more fun when break comes around. i've decided to pack asap this morning, so i can make it to ron's board game day. hope most of you can make it as well. i will miss you guys very much.

wtf is with all these creepers following my blog and reading it. how do you delete them from following me. maybe i should make it private as well. freaken stalker status.

thank you ronald. you were right, everything will come in place when the time comes. i didn't really panic that much until my mom started pressuring me about how this and that can happen. i went through one of the most drastic weeks of my life. anyways, it seems like its all settled. had the most fun and spent the most time this summer with ron and xiao. love you two =]

just looked at my tuition fees. what a big change. from paying $400 a semester to $4000 a quarter. luckily i have financial aid to cover it. what would i do if i didn't get financial aid.. drop out? thanks for the support mom and dad.

books i need to buy:
Biology Bundle (text W/mastering Biology+study Guide Ll+study Card+inquiry+ucsd Portal+prs Rebate), 8 Edition
Biochemistry Bundle (text+student Companion+ucsd Flyer), 6 Edition
Principles Of Economics W/ Connect Plus Code
Encounters In World History (ucsd Custom)
2 Ways Of The World & Easy Writer

UCSD Fall 10' Schedule

4 classes, MMW4T, ECON1, BILD1, CHEM114A

Monday
pre-modern world lecture 11-12
biochemical structures & functions discussion 12-1
principles of microeconomics lecture 1-2
biology: the cell lecture 2-3
break 3-4
principles of microeconomics discussion 4-5
biochemical structures & functions lecture 5-6
Wednesday
pre-modern world lecture 11-12
break 12-1
principles of microeconomics lecture 1-2
biology: the cell lecture 2-3
pre-modern world discussion 3-4
break 4-5
biochemical structures & functions lecture 5-6
Friday
principles of microeconomics lecture 11-12
biology: the cell discussion 12-1
principles of microeconomics lecture 1-2
biology: the cell lecture 2-3
break 3-5
biochemical structures & functions lecture 5-6
Off Tuesday and Thursday =]

i haven't ridden my bike for a while. its been collecting dust at my backyard for a few months. why not make use of it. today was super sunny, so i took it out and washed off the webs and went for a ride. what a bad idea. did i forget how to ride a bike? i forgot how to get/jump up a curb. i held down on both front and rear brakes, no shit the bike totally stop moving. so i crashed into the curb and PK on both my knees and my right hand.. what a fail experience. yeah thx kt, now i remember to hold on the rear brakes only. then a bunch of us went to the beach and played volleyball. i tried to avoid diving into the sand but once in a while, i had to. kinda made it worst but thanks neosporin. you're the best, the wounds are getting better now.