Sunday, January 25, 2009

lunar new year!

School started on Tuesday. Every class went well, and so far I'm enjoying my English class (subject I not good in) probably because my other 3 are too hard. Physics, O-Chem, and Cell Biology. What crazy mother fucker would take these 3 major science classes at the same time. Well, I hope I can do well in these classes. Oh Piano was cool, but a little more than half the class are retired folks. I might be the youngest one.

[Friday, January 23, 2009]
After school, I wasn't sure if AAEK were hanging out so I didn't call them. I'm so glad E called by the time I was around Milbrae. So I went to Kevin's house and EK cooked for us. I think Amy did too. Thank You. We ate Quesidilla I think, and Tortilla chips with spinach dip. Amy picked a pretty damn good movie, but she had to leave for Ortho appointment when we were about a quarter into the movie. Also watched Jackie Chan's Supercop. I saw this before in Cantonese, it's funny seeing it in English, Tupac song lol. Then Amy came back, and I forgot what we did, at one point Eric was sleeping in Kevin's bed and Ann and Amy were sleeping on the sofa. I was just watching what Kevin was doing. I left for family dinner, which sucked! so badly, don't want to get into deal here, so much to say. Just went home and Tokbox I think.

[Saturday, January 24, 2009]
Went to Kevin's at 6, and messed around with his new webcam. Then had dinner with Andrew, Amy, Eric, Xiao, and Kevin at this Vegetarian place. Went back to Kevin's and chatted for a while. Had some high school memories. Gave 10s to a few people. Eric left around 11. We went to Classic and was suppose to bowl, but the wait was too long, so we went to Nations. It was fun watching Kevin and Xiao joke around. It was about 1 so I pretty much lost all my energy and didn't say much. And it was freaken cold. During dinner, at Kevin's, and Classic parking lot, I was actually talking a lot. I'm usually silent, but I guess this is a good change. Fucken Edmund kept rolling backwards at the light. He was 3 inches from hitting me. I didn't want to reverse but that short-ass made me. His car is stronger but I dusted him at Junipero Serra going into the freeway, he stopped at the light, I ran the yellow. He pissed me off, I don't want to hang out with him, even if I do, I'm not going to talk to him. Messed up our Pumpkin pie too...

Things have been running through my mind. I will no longer hope for what I really want. Life is so complicated. There is really no point in thinking about it when I can't really offer something in return. I do feel that I am able to, but things doesn't turn out the way I want to. This have to be agreed upon both individuals, but if one is thinking about something else, what's the point. Time to shift back to Junior year in High School where I was a nobody. All I did was go home and sleep. I will mainly focus on education and I won't doubt that I can't find that someone when I become successful. But the different part about Junior year is that I'm really glad I have the friends around me. I sometimes tell them a little about how I'm feeling and what I want to achieve.

Happy Lunar New Year! Time for a shit load of red envelopes. Yeyeauh!!

2 comments:

kevin said...

yeah... we should start getting back into the schooling status of our lives.

recipes said...

dont be mad at edmund, remember he dated a frog+fish person. You should feel bad for him. hahaha

I wish we got to finish giving out 10s. Kinda made me feel old, but it was fun laughing at people that no longer cross our paths.

we should hang out again when i come back=)