dr4g0nfunattic07 4:34 pm

dude i need to go black frida shopping fo sho k

im getting 6k from mom today

typical filipino =D

Jimmy Huang 1:22 am
ha
fast shower
Kevin Tan 1:22 am
i told you

hahaha

last time i was doing something else

hahaha
Kevin Tan 1:22 am
like, take a number 2 or shave off some pubic hair

either way

i did something else

Kevin Tan 1:23 am
now you're going to have to guess

lol

who the fuck does laundry at 3:30am. just cause you have class at 5:00pm the next day doesn't mean the other two roommates does also. stupid bitch, i freaken rolled around for that 30 mins of rumbling. wanted to go out and slap the shit out of her. selfish dirty shithead...

wow i sleep later than my roommates now. yet i still wake up earlier than them. stupid benny told me to wake up him up tomorrow. he's been missing class cause he never wakes up to his alarm clock. i could even hear it from my room... they don't clean. they don't take out the trash. during the weekend i went home, because i was rushing, trash was left in the kitchen and both of them went home later too. then the whole dining room and kitchen smelled like the dumpster when we went back... and they don't wash their own dishes. and when we're out of dishes, they only wash the ones they need to use. i usually wash all of them. now i just wash the ones i use. the kitchen and dining room is now a mess. i'm tired of being their daddy. lazy fobs...

worst school grades ever. i've never tried failing all of midterms for each of my classes at the same time. writing class 53.5/100. biology 82.5/141. biochem 48.5/100. what the hell... this is breaking my heart and soon to my parents

Jimmy Huang 12:39 am
now you sign on
where you been
Kevin Tan 12:39 am
fuck
with this girl

i want to get my ears pierced.. what to do? what to do? i don't think it looks good on me though.. what if my parents find out.. i won't wear earrings around them until they bust me out of course, but i'm hardly home, how would they find out.. hah

seriously need to meet more people.. being here alone every weekend is not gonna cut it. heading to the 5th week of school, and i have yet met anyone like you guys or someone who can be a good friend.

have a feeling i will fail every course this quarter. everyone seem so intelligent in my classes. even though i study so much, i wont be able to memorize everything. im just not at their level, maybe i don't belong to this college. i'm not as smart as everyone what thinks.. i don't want to drop out, it'd be the biggest disappointment to my parents, i'd rather shoot myself. i better crank it up a notch and work extra hard, cause the first 2 weeks, i didn't organize my time well enough for each class. man this is sad... homesick, and not doing well in school

ever regret what you just ate? it doesn't happen to me very often and i don't remember the last time i regret putting something in my mouth. but i just did. i bought a #1 whopper value meal from burger king. i super regret it. now i gotta so much more pull ups to compensate it. but i don't have the freaken time, sigh, midterm friday and midterm next monday...

i meant lap pulldowns and chest press machines

totally GTL'd yesterday with the MVP.
Gamed, Tug'o war, Liquor with McDonalds, Vodka, and Procrastination.. till 6:30am. only 3-4 hours of sleep, shitload of hw. 1 essay 2 midterms next week.. what to do!

am i getting more involved now? you guys know how i normally don't cuss and i get annoyed when someone says it a lot around me. once in a while is fine. but my roomies and their friends, now my friends always say 'diu nay', 'pok guy', 'diu nay lo may', lun' this and 'lun' that after every sentence they say. i sometimes throw in a few of those when i have a convo with them so i feel like i'm part of them. i feel immature and strange when i say it. iono if i'll be a rude bastard when i get back, cussing all the time. hopefully not cause that's just not me. sigh..

oh god i think my biochem prof has as bad as an accent at kevin's econ teacher.. he's saying POLAR as PAULA.. PAULA GOVELENT BOND. ??? polar covalent bond.. he says water like WARLENT thats no where near the correct pronunciation of the word. why am i here suffering. stupid upper division course...

damn these college textbooks are murdering me. i think about $500 on textbooks. so far first day of classes is pretty good. that's cause i don't feel the load yet. but it's gonna get tough. my biochem professor has the worst accent, its upper division, so i can't drop him. he's the only professor teaching it.. i've decided to keep my econ1 class probably because it seems pretty interesting and it include lots of critical thinking skills and math skills. i regret not taking it at skyline though, and biology too. bio and econ are lower division courses so lots of freshmen are in them. they look so young and innocent. it's their first year, but my fourth. makes me feel so old...

benny lives at irvine. fabienne lives at santa monica/LA. so that means they can go back home whenever they want to. so jealous. and when both of them leave the same weekend, i'm here all alone. this weekend is one of them... status: depressing =[

finally all settled down. so my roommates are called benny, and fabienne. my mom was super happy to find out that fab will be making a lot of soup. they seem really chilled and laid back. we'll be getting a dinner table for the dining room. we'll probably be cooking/sharing it together. it's like i'm not only coming here for school. i earned myself 2 new/good friends. but you guys and my family are my priority, always.

i'm really glad i chose to live off campus. last night when i helped another friend go shop and drop off some stuff at his on-campus apartment, his place was horrible. he pays like 1.1k at least a month. the good part is he gets to meet way more people than me. the bad part is the room is small and its a double. there's really no privacy there. and it's loud, he said he couldn't sleep at night cause his roommates were not sleeping yet. like my mom said, i'm living on heaven. his place is like hell.

tears

i don't remember exactly when i cried last time. it was too long ago. i get teared up pretty easily. if i see someone i'm close with cry, i teared up. if i get yelled at harshly by my parents, i teared up. if my parents/someone hit me, i teared up. but these few years you guys make my life so happy, there's nothing really emo for me to cry about. but after i packed everything today, and saw the emptiness of my room, a tear broke out and i sobbed for a few seconds. i'm a really strong person, so i wiped it off so my parents couldn't see it otherwise it'd be a disaster. i do remember stupid eric lam always bullying me, and punch me, and i cried like once or twice in elementary school. how ironic that he is one of my best friends right now. i love him though. i love you guys too and will miss you guys. goodnight

had one of the best nights at holy cow. very succsexual and succexful. however you spell it, miss xiao wu. although some of you didn't make it and some had to leave early. It was understandable, we know school is very important. we'll have more fun when break comes around. i've decided to pack asap this morning, so i can make it to ron's board game day. hope most of you can make it as well. i will miss you guys very much.

wtf is with all these creepers following my blog and reading it. how do you delete them from following me. maybe i should make it private as well. freaken stalker status.

thank you ronald. you were right, everything will come in place when the time comes. i didn't really panic that much until my mom started pressuring me about how this and that can happen. i went through one of the most drastic weeks of my life. anyways, it seems like its all settled. had the most fun and spent the most time this summer with ron and xiao. love you two =]

just looked at my tuition fees. what a big change. from paying $400 a semester to $4000 a quarter. luckily i have financial aid to cover it. what would i do if i didn't get financial aid.. drop out? thanks for the support mom and dad.

books i need to buy:
Biology Bundle (text W/mastering Biology+study Guide Ll+study Card+inquiry+ucsd Portal+prs Rebate), 8 Edition
Biochemistry Bundle (text+student Companion+ucsd Flyer), 6 Edition
Principles Of Economics W/ Connect Plus Code
Encounters In World History (ucsd Custom)
2 Ways Of The World & Easy Writer

UCSD Fall 10' Schedule

4 classes, MMW4T, ECON1, BILD1, CHEM114A

Monday
pre-modern world lecture 11-12
biochemical structures & functions discussion 12-1
principles of microeconomics lecture 1-2
biology: the cell lecture 2-3
break 3-4
principles of microeconomics discussion 4-5
biochemical structures & functions lecture 5-6
Wednesday
pre-modern world lecture 11-12
break 12-1
principles of microeconomics lecture 1-2
biology: the cell lecture 2-3
pre-modern world discussion 3-4
break 4-5
biochemical structures & functions lecture 5-6
Friday
principles of microeconomics lecture 11-12
biology: the cell discussion 12-1
principles of microeconomics lecture 1-2
biology: the cell lecture 2-3
break 3-5
biochemical structures & functions lecture 5-6
Off Tuesday and Thursday =]

i haven't ridden my bike for a while. its been collecting dust at my backyard for a few months. why not make use of it. today was super sunny, so i took it out and washed off the webs and went for a ride. what a bad idea. did i forget how to ride a bike? i forgot how to get/jump up a curb. i held down on both front and rear brakes, no shit the bike totally stop moving. so i crashed into the curb and PK on both my knees and my right hand.. what a fail experience. yeah thx kt, now i remember to hold on the rear brakes only. then a bunch of us went to the beach and played volleyball. i tried to avoid diving into the sand but once in a while, i had to. kinda made it worst but thanks neosporin. you're the best, the wounds are getting better now.

man i fail. my goal was to weigh 150 lbs before i had down to school. i'm too far from it right now, too hard to lose weight. tuesday went to target with ron 'the dragon' and bought hella snack. 2 bags of potato chips, 3 bags of goldfish, mother's animal crackers, and chips ahoy. today i bought sour patch and ate at denny's. doesn't look like my weight is going anywhere. so instead of losing weight, i'm going to gain muscles. hope i make progress during the last month of membership at 24.

omg, i'm tired of being used. what good does it do me for being so nice? maybe my mom's right, the sky see what we're doing and it will eventually pay off. sometimes i just can't wait to leave SF, but i know that i will want to stay when that day comes. kinda ironic. why's it so easy for people to open up? miss the starbucks times. 8 more stars till gold, freaken takes forever to load that shit...

hello! blog, forgot you existed

i hate it when people give me bad direction/signals when i'm driving. you don't say "go this way", and point your damn figure to the left or right. i'm freaken driving, how am i suppose to know what "this way" is which way. i have to freaken look over to your fckin finger to see the direction your pointing to, risking that split second that something might happen as i turn my head over. how hard is it to say "turn left next block" or "turn right next light". AND don't talk on the phone or to someone when i dunno where the hell we're going. you'll start complaining that i missed this block or this exit when it's not even my fault. SOMEBODY was too busy yapping their mouth instead of telling me where to go... so just make it straightforward and simple, so i don't have to get frustrated and yell. good thing i'm a safe and skilled driver. hehe

thank you everyone

UCSD! can't believe it after so many weeks.

btw anyone want to go to my skyline graduation? may 28th.

getting associate's degree in mathematics.

nevermind, not going to graduation. AA's not even important and it's hosted in the school gym. They'll mail the certificates regardless if you graduate on stage or not. Save that $50 cap&gown for something else lol

I want to slaughter my tenants!

i hate anonymous texts. at least let me know who you are or how you get my number. i hate people talking shit about me. at least make sure i'm not around and then talk. just makes me hate you that much more. i hate old white men.
irvine is giving me a lot of financial aid. it's very tempting. i'll have to see how much davis is giving me, then ill make my final decision. mom really wants me to go to irvine. dad wants me to stay close so i can come home to drink soup every weekend or at least go to my uncle's for soup. also i'll be able to see you guys every weekend =]
blog mang!

omg a few of my friends got notified by davis already. i still got nothing from davis or sd. the two schools i would pick over the ones i got in. now i regret dropping that programming class that was on sd's assist.org page. and i was stupid for ignoring the tag email davis sent me back in November. i was suppose to sign it to get a guarantee transfer. i guess this is meant to be. guess im going to uc irvine. uc irvine looks really nice though, and school-wise its better than davis i suppose. however i dunno anyone there. i know people from davis and sd. i guess everything starts all over again. just like what happened during middle school. i didnt sign up for any middle school and ended up at vis valley. most friends went to mlk. and college most of you went to city but i went go to skyline until now. im used to the isolation.

oh yea my trip last week, it was pretty good. so let's see, we left at 12PM arrived at my mom's friend's house. we went to this seafood restaurant and ate geoduck clam, pan-fried clams, live shrimp, and some other good stuff. saturday, we ate their free breakfast the hotel supplied, then we went to get a massage. it was funny because the guys get massaged by a woman and ladies massaged by man. $15 an hour, whole body. funny experience. the feet massage was good. then we went to a lexus dealer and my sister test drove a GS350. for lunch we went to this vietnamese yum cha restaurant. food was alright, but those viets have some attitudes. we visit irvine and sd afterwards. ucla and ucsb on sunday. irvine looked the best, most tropical. iono if i should post pictures, i took pictures of mostly landscape. dinner we had buffet. pretty decent for $10 a person. sunday, parents went to get a massage again cause they said it was good. my sister and i had thai food for lunch. and then we head home after ucla and ucsb. oh saw garrett on the way back, that was funny. would've followed him if i drove that route. put 1200 miles on my car -.0 from that one trip. 2k in 2 weeks when it only have 6500 miles the 11 months i had the car. 8500 now. good chats and family time. gonna do it more often since i'll be in so. cal

little worried..
so i heard a lot of people/friends around me already got admitted to uc san diego. they usually accept people early then reject people later. and stupid davis won't notify till late april. gee..

hectic week.

Sunday: Study ch1-3 for material science.

Monday: Study ch4-6 for material science.

Tuesday: Cut History class to review for material science. Material Science exam. Do 2.5, and 2.6 Hw for differential equations. Study for Differential Equations.

Wednesday: Cut Badminton and Biology to review for Differential Equations. Differential Equations Exam. Study for History exam.

Thursday: History exam. 3 Labs for material science. Study for Biology mini exam/quiz.

Friday: Biology quiz. pack, then SLO trip!! Can't wait!!!

KEVIN you're spreading your disease! STOP IT

Last week, Wednesday-Friday I didn't have class at Skyline so I had pretty good sleep those few days. Today I start at 9:10, however I for some reason caught Kevin's germs and missed my alarm clock. I woke up at 8:35 and was like fuck, I'm gonna be late. Unlike Kevin, I DID kinda brush my teeth and wash my face. Of course not fully but at least I had the effort to do it. Kevin just went to school without brushing up!! lol I didn't get to eat anything, and wasn't really dressed properly. I was probably half shaved and didn't put on any lotion. I managed to leave the house at 8:50 and arrive to school 1 minute late =]

Then at badminton, the coach was giving me a hard time. We had to run 5 minutes as warm up then he arrange teams to play. There's about 25 students and he grouped 16 students to play in singles. The rest had to run once around the track, I was one of them. There's this long path before the tracks, so I walked it, and ran once around the track. Then when I went back, he said he saw me and that I walked it, so me and all the other clowns who walked down had to run another one. But he said run around the track!, not starting from that path. So I did run anyway, cause he's such a bitch. After that, played 2 rounds of badminton.

When I arrived to CCSF I was dead tired and starving. Rm 324 probably heard my stomach scream, but oh well, I finished a few problems. I gotta start bringing snacks. I usually stay 1 hour after class, but I just went home for food. I'll stay on Wednesday again. What a day...

Looks like I'm going to have a pretty decent Spring Break. I can't wait =] So from March 26-28 we're doing either plan A or plan B. I'm cool with either one.

Then I'll be going down to LA, Irvine and San Diego with my sister and parents on April 2-4. It's pretty well planned by my sister. My mom has some friends at LA and San Diego, and she wants to visit them because she haven't seen them for 20 years. Only by phone contacts. I have to visit some schools and want to enjoy a short vacation with my family. Our last vacation was 6 years ago when we went to Reno. We're going to leave on Thursday night and arrive on Friday morning. (I'm skipping skyline's classes). Then we're gonna get food with my mom's LA friends and go shopping around LA. I also want to get a massage there, and eat, eat, eat. We're gonna check in our hotels, then on Saturday we're gonna visit UC Irvine, and then meet up with my mom's San Diego friends, eat and visit UC San Diego. They live a few blocks away from UC San Diego. Chill around there for a while and then head back to the hotel. On Sunday we're gonna check out, probably visit UCLA, more food and then head back home.

UC Irvine approved =]

I really need to find a job or internship this summer. I have 4 months of break and probably not taking summer school. I will be spending A LOT of money next year. Aiyahh, good thing I have full support from my parents. I will guarantee give them 10x if not more after I become successful.

I might spend my summer learning some Chinese. I speak it fluently and watch mostly Chinese dramas. I regret taking Spanish in high school because firstly, no one speaks it around me so I forgot them already. Secondly, I think Chinese is more useful and will be my advantage if I know how to write it.

恭喜发财

I'm out of shape. Also need to build up my endurance. And need to practice my jump swats for badminton. Planning to go City tracks on Friday at 1:00PM. Join me if you feel like it.

around the block instead

random blog

Before school started, I always couldn't wait for school to begin. But then now I realize I'm going to have quite a bit of work. I won't have time to finish watching all those movies I downloaded from asianuniverse.net. I wish break last 1 more week. Lucky Eric! I was struggling on which bio class to take. A night class that's worth 3 units, or a harder bio class with 4 units (that has a lab) during the day. I've decided to take the day class, just so I don't have to waste an extra $5 of gas each time I go back to skyline. Check my AIM info for my schedule.

Tuesday: You know how some shirts say "I love black people". I must say, I love white people. Yesterday I took a nap during the afternoon, woke up at 6:50 and realize I had an orientation for my C++ class at 7. When I got to the ccsf parking lot, I was surprised how packed it was. I stopped at an aisle, then a cute white girl walked down and pointed me to move back to take her spot. I did, and as she got out, she wanted to hand me her $3 parking pass she paid. So nice of her =] Told her I already have a parking permit.

Wednesday: Omg today I had the hardest time finding my Differential Equations class at city. So I arrived at city at 11:55, of course no parking. I parked at the lower part of the front parking lot. Last semester my sister took Calc 1 and she walked to the bungalows in front. I went there and they were the 200s, my class was in the 600s. I checked the map again and the 600-700 bungalows were behind the stadium. Took me a while to figure out how to get behind it. Down to the 1st floor of Batemale, and a parking lot was there. Sigh, I parked so far away. I'm parking in the back next time. Then I saw the 700s, not 600s. I had to ask the officer where the 600s were. It was across the streets -.- It was 12:30 when I finally reach class LOL. What a day... That's what I get for not being prepared and organized. I've just gotten more and more sloppy lately..

Wow finally reached my 100th post.

Anyway, I'm really pissed off. You can say I'm pissed off at my mom. So my cousin is getting married the end of this month. She is somewhat a bitchy type and gives lots of attitude. I seriously feel bad for my soon to be cousin-in-law cause she's definitely not right for him, don't want to gossip about her. Sooo, she's getting married but my mom out of no where, without my approval, agreed to lend my BMW for their wedding so they don't have to spend extra money on renting a nice car. WTH, who the hell uses a black car for wedding. I've seen white and silver, but not black. It's an SUV too, they're gonna have a hard time climbing in and out cause I'm sure they will be making many stops. Argghhh wtf, I'm hiding my keys. I'm not letting no asshole drive my car. I don't care if she bitch at me, she's not riding in it.

Just venting..

I am sick of this city. Is it really THAT boring here or am I the boring one? Yea I think it's just me.

Happy New Year!